Ely =)

2010-08-16T16:36:00.004+08:00

Wow it's been some time since I've disappeared and yes please ignore the post before this. It's rather the lowest of time in life I'll ever experience and yes I'm forgiving but forgetting takes some time though. =)

Well much have past and I'm in the YOG + Study week break before the semester exams. And yes of course and again i'm still not prepared but I shall not let history repeat itself by studying last minute again.

This few days I've been rather busy in the mornings cos of yog. Well though it's quite tiring and much more for those who stay further away from kranji, it's really an enjoyable experience. Why? Cos we get to walk, bathe, and groom horses and eventually there would be some horses which u would favor very much.

Well this LE Lucky. Very talented in show jumping. He's got a calm behaviour and would stay extremELY still to let u scratch behind his ears. =)

Haha now this is Belcam chocolate. 2nd most favourite. Why? Cos he's got 'attitude'. But in actual fact he can be pretty nice. And yes he's been disqualified cos of his 'dangerous' behaviour. Hope someone nice would adopt him after the competitions.

Now these two are really truELY in love. No kidding when I say this cause they can't be alone from each other except during training time. Apart from that they will keep neighing loudly until they see each other. LovELY couples. =)

So much about the horses. Well back to life. I just realised that alot of people are actually expecting alot from me. I'm only studying veterinary technology and they're (church members and relatives) already asking me which country will I go to further my vet studies. I haven thought about that portion and they are all asking me the countries. And and I secretly think that my mum expects a lot from me too. Like if my room's messy she would say things like how will i survive if i study overseas and occasionally she teaches me how to cook simple meals so i can do the same when i'm 'overseas' studying. She does so many things and buys so many things for me and treats me really well. Giving me extra money when she feels that I don't have enough. And yes as a spendthrift loser here, most of the time it really comes in handy.

Then again it's hard for me to tell those around me that I'm actually only barely surviving. I don't wanna disappoint them. Especially my mum and dad who puts high hopes on me as indirectly as possible. Although their expectations can be felt so clearly.

Gosh I'm really lost. Seriously. I don't know what I wanna pursue and stuffs like that. I need help. =(

2010-07-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hey hey I'm not really in a mood to blog but anyway let me contradict what i've just said. Quite down lately cos nothing seems to go right. First i accidentally bit my tongue which developed into two ulcers, top and bottom of my tongue. Because of this, I had to eat in pain for a week. Next, just when my tongue got slightly better.. I developed throat inflammation. (the anti-biotics keep giving me diarrhea too) Haha the irony is that I'm currently actually really studying on acute and chronic inflammation. (But that's besides the point)

Finally, my throat's feeling better and flu steps in giving me slight fever and runny nose. Sometimes it's really depressing when nothing goes right. Yup, especially when we always wanna be the one not at fault. but if we put that all aside and take a step back to see things much clearly, we would get the whole picture. That if we're that capable at all we would just do it ourselves instead of giving the issue to somebody else to clear the mess if something goes off plan or to gain credit for ourselves when things go right. Sometimes the way we manipulate others because it's easy to do so and resource saving speaks a lot on our character and how realistic we are. Sometimes I don't really bother thinking, but no matter how easy i am, i still know that there's a clear distinction between slaves and friends. If we treat our friends like slaves; doing stuffs that we ourselves can do, there wouldn't be a difference between slavery and friendship.

I know sometimes we seem blur or even act blur to get out of situations. Why don't we just face it. There wouldn't be any misunderstandings and better still, we'll feel more cherished and less 'neglected'. If we wanna put it correctly, we wouldn't feel neglected at all if our thoughts are more true. (What we wanna do and why) I'm sure communication between all of us would be much clearer and sincere.

I not even sure if i can sure if i can comply to everything I've just stated. But if I'm willing to just do a particular change bit by bit everyday. I'm sure things would work out for me definitely. Oh well, I hope things get better yea~~ Ohh Gosh I start school tmr at 8am. Goodnight! =)

2010-06-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

Hahahahas i just realised this is my 201 post. It took me like roughly three and a half years to reach these many post. Twitter is alot more easier and yea that's why my blog's been kinda 'dead'.

Okies many many many things have gone by and i'm just shocked by how fast time really fly man. And yes i realised that i've been rather depressed lately. Like so many things happening; Mostly bad. Like my current common test results which are the worst of all sems like i've mentioned in my tweets.. It was much worse than the worse i had expected. Imagine that.

I still can remember the time when my close friends told me how crazy i am to go Vet Tech. And i just told them that interest comes first. And yes i really like this course, my classmates especially and most of the people in this course. But till today i still ain't progressing. i still carry the secondary school mentality; Working hard only when the exams come. But it won't work now that stuffs i learn now are much heavier in content and 60% is based on continuous assessment.

I'm kinda tired of saying i'll do well in future because i always don't mean what i say. But I think i know what to do. (hopefully)

2010-06-09T08:46:00.000+08:00

It's hard not to right?

2010-05-28T11:47:00.006+08:00

This is the best picture taken for brownie during ACM (animal care and management) in school. Sorry Joey couldn't help but post this.

Salad which i helped my mum to prepare during my sis 21st birthday.

Metabolic Chemistry lab. Reminds me of sec. sch days chemistry practicals. (and of course the chem teacher who always look down on me and finally dealing with me by sending me to another class. Haha, memories memories memories)

My favourite coffee!! (mocha) I would rank this first in my MOST favourite drink. =)

And yes one of my major drawings.

The finale. (like finallllllllly) =)

This is only the super summerised events that are happening in my so very hectic life. Nowadays I'm also not colouring my fonts anymore cos it takes alot time. Anyways life's filled with alot of problems and yes I'm really stressed. And through all this problems, I found out another something about myself. Although I may get hurt easily, but I forgive as easily as I get hurt. (forgetting it might take some time though)

Anyways I feel crappish this few days. As in I keep talking crap uncontrollably. I needa control my mouth. Hahahas. Before my friends start slapping me. Anyways my term test is next week and yes i got a lot of catching up to do!! Shall chiong now.

2010-05-16T01:40:00.003+08:00

I really wanna do something like this and forget the world. It's too much for me. I can't take it. =(

WOW no time no time no time no time no time no time no time!!!!

I barely squeezed out some time to write here. And I really have lots to say. But I always forget when I'm actually typing it down. Anyways school's been really busy with project datelines, test, drawings (Ohh crap i haven started and it's due on tuesday!!! =X) and some yog online learning due on the 22nd of may!!

Can someone like save me like seriously. =( Today i woke up at 2pm today cos i slept at 730am this morning. Gosh I don't think studying overnight works for me. I was too tired to study so i ended up either talking or eating to stay awake. (Hope I didn't offend anyone but, I really wasted my time ytd) I'll stick to studying in the night (not overnight). =)

Today I played dota, went to church, went to uncle's place and then back home to watch IP MAN 2 online and then played dota again.. And here i am blogging with my whole body aching (seriously every part of the body cause of ytd's jog round bedok reservoir) and with a deep sense of guilt for not studying. This guilt is far worse than not studying for 'O' Levels and i'm not sure why. Why the guilt? Cos there's Fpath test on mon, drawings submission on tues and Fpath online test on wed and not forgetting my research submission to my group leader due today (sunday)

With all this stress built up.. I start to lose my appetite just thinking of work. I've just been told by the doctor that I actually have irritable bowel syndrome. And it's like off and on. Oh well hope things get better. Goodnight.

2010-05-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

I have lost myself.

2010-04-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

Ohmy Ohmy I'm lost. I'm not sure what's going on. I can't seem to concentrate. And I'm feeling very guilty for not touching much of my homework. With only one more day left before monday blues steps in. I must really stop dota-ing, ahhh shouldn't have gey kiang start playing when i managed to stop. =(

Ohyes, school's started and it really feels different. I would say weird cos maybe some of us might not have seen each other for weeks. Anyways on the bright side I think i'm just being paranoid according to luckybluebirds. Yes time flies and yea we all in year 2. Alot is excepted from us now like nobody's gonna like scold us for not studying. It's all about initiative which is what I'm currently struggling with.

Anyways my saving plan was a total failure, which means I'm really broke. GOSH someone save me. Goodnight!

2010-04-18T01:00:00.005+08:00

Bro's early 16th birthday celebration at my uncle's place. (As you can see there are two cakes.. goes to show how much we all eat.. Monsters) =P

K lah we actually hardly take photo together cos we're all so busy. Must cherish this photo. =)

Okies I went to town today again! And this time round I realised that I do have alot of things i wanna get. (Like only three items)

-A jacket

-A slipper

-An i-touch

Although it's just three items but it's gonna be really Ex! Shall keep everybody in suspense about where i'll get my items. LOL!! (Lame I know)

Shortly after 'shopping' I went to uncle's place to celebrate bro's 16th birthday. Got so many gifts. (envious) Anyways my bro is like finally 16th. Looking forward to his 18th and then finally 21st. Why you might ask. Cos the older he gets means the more matured he'll be. Then we would understand each other much better. And there would be less immature quarreling. Which means I'm sure I'll benefit the most when my bro grows up. =)

Okies sadly school's like gonna open TMR!! Yes and yes. It's the end of the 'LONG' vacation. Did alot of thinking during this break and I'm all set to move on with my study life. NO MORE FOOLING AROUND MR. CHOW YI LAI, ELY. Please arh tolong tolong. Adding on, I wanna be more thrifty. Hopefully my budget plan would work. =)

Actually i've more to say but I really needa re-adjust my nocturnal clock to the usual time. So yup those around me who are starting and have started. JIAYOU!!!!!! =) =)

2010-04-11T20:37:00.003+08:00

PHOTOS STOLEN FROM JOEY LO'S HTC HD2 5 MEGA PIXEL!!!

YEAH!! I'm back and I've survive FOW and FOC; not by participating in the games and stuffs they have for the freshies but by doing the most tedious part of the camp. LOGISTICS!! And I'm really proud to say the word Logistics. (not in a show-off kinda tone but as a normal logger myself)

During the 7 days camp, which was no joke, And we all worked together so nicely (of course plus and minus those part where we all were so drained we just didn't want to talk to anyone) that i didn't realised until the end of the camp when our log heads serene and ann hin told us during the debrief that we had about 9-13 fluctuating loggers and still managed to pull through the logistics section of the camp. Believe me and we still had time to play monopoly, bridge and many more! =P

Yup and sadly it's the end of the camp. i'll really miss my experience working with those around me and especially annhin and serene whom both have graduated from TP and are moving on to their next phase of life in university soon. Good luck in both of your endeavours. =)

And yes myself. It's seems I understand myself much better after this camp. I now know that being a programmer and Gl (group leader) is totally out of my options for next year's FOW and FOC. Because no matter what i still do have the shy and introvert nature still lingering in me. And yes i really dislike crowds. And another thing is about how I work with people. Anyways matter what I'm still I.

Yo that's me!! =)

2010-04-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

Okies I'm not supposed to blog cos I'm supposed to be awake by 5am later. But anyways I can't sleep either cos of my sun-burnt which makes me very hot an uncomfortable to sleep.

Well Freshmen orientation workshop (FOW) is done and there's still freshmen orientation camp (FOC) later on. I'm not too sure why we have to go back today but anyways good in one way because I ran out of underwear. EXCEPT for the travelling aspect which I spent $18.80 for cab home cos I don't wanna trouble my parents. Though it's in my budget of $20 but I still feel that it's really a waste of money to cab home from school.

And yes the reason is due to my overwhelming tiredness. Mainly due to the reduced lack of man power as compared to the orientation training camp I had in december. Adding on are some unreasonable programmers and some useless foodmin. (But relax, I'm not that great and not all progs and foodmin are like that)

So yup today's the most tiring day. ( U can tell because I am actually half dozing half typing.) AND AND AND I fell down today at the amphitheatre cos of the slippery soap on the floor.

Okies I BTH already gonna sleep already!! =P

GENTING!!!

2010-04-02T01:45:00.009+08:00

HAHAHA Okies let my pictures, which took me two days to finish upload due to the size of photo, do the talking. I'm too tired. =)

Clear day~~

When the clouds do their usual visit in the morn and night.

3D map of genting which we managed to explore around half of it.

First world hotel which we stayed in.

man-made waterfall

HAHA a picture of someone who wants to hide from somebody. Blending in the tree trunk.

Haha i actually waited for the train to come before taking the picture.

Pirate ship which i didn't take. Not I'll feel sick the whole day.

Birds which I think have very sad lives being caged up.

I tripped on this plight of stone steps.

Everyone whom I went with to genting.

Haha I wanted to take a plain picture but they insisted to be in the picture. LOL!

Day view.

night view.

Flowers which my mum would be glad to see.

Ohyes my favourite tree over there.

Awesome scenery which makes you wanna stay there forever. Better still with someone special. RANDOM~~~

I actually step into their comfort zone to take this photo. Which u can see their are waiting to either attack me or flee.

But it's just awesome to see a pack of dogs over there. I mean it's rare since they are despised by the yalams.

2010-03-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

Okies so here I am. It's 12.21am. I plan to leave my house by 5.30am today. I haven't packed my bag. And yes I'm blogging now.

Yup it's genting which I'll be going later. 6 hours bus journey. I'm filled with mixed feelings. My mum since doesn't agree with me going. My mood is spoilt because of that. But she knows that I know that I am 18 going 19 years old and I can take care of myself.

Well regarding this trip I've asked for ppl's comment about genting, some were good some were bad; So I really don't know what to expect. I really hope I'll get to really enjoy myself really much. Away from life in Singapore which is super stress. Especially my mum. Not sure why she has become like that. Anyways I don't wanna bring up things which I wanna forget. =)

Ohyes I'll gone from 28-31 march.. Meanwhile please don't miss me!! LOL!! =)

Yo That's Me!!

2010-03-26T13:21:00.005+08:00

Okies although I'm still left with 3weeks of holidays. I know that It'll just go by really quickly. Well I haven't done 80% of what I am suppose/want to do during the holidays..

1. Clear my messy room
2. Work and earn $1000 (confirm off my list)

3. Do hiking and

4. Biking overnight

5. Hiking at Pulau Ubin or Bt. Timah Hill

6. ICE SKATING =)

7. Kbox

8. Watch at least one movie

9. Exercise and lose some tonnes (not weight, not pounds)

10. Spending more time with all my friends (apparently everyone is soooo busy)

The list goes on but I can't remember every bit of it now. Anyways, I think my life now is very repetitive. Wake up, play warcraft, clear a very tini wini bit of an inch of my room. and the cycle goes on everyday except for some which I spend my time outside. Totally no life because my cash at hand and bank is very very low so staying at home do save alot of cash.

Well my supp paper's like over. Ok like 4 days ago yea~~ And yup the results I got were not too good and yes I do receive a lot of bad comments (sarcastic ones to be exact) Anyways I shall agree not defend, I mean studying isn't about last minute studying like finding a whole week just before the exam to go starbucks and stuff both a semester's worth of info and coffee into my brain and stomach respectively; It is about study consistently, which I'll work really hard to do just that; instead of procrastination.

And one more thing I wanna do is to find my way back to You. I'll dedicate more time for You. No more stumbling and giving excuses. YUP! =)

2010-03-23T00:23:00.001+08:00

I'm curious~~~ G.U.P.

2010-03-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

AND YES I REALLY DO!! =(

Okies, actually to be honest this past few days hasn't been great for me no matter how I try to be unaffected at all. That kind of feeling is really indescribable. Well issues with family and friends.

Well I feel that everybody in my family, especially my mum, has been giving some endless attitude.. Is she like trying to push me away? It's just a genting trip and I'm not leaving for good.

But then again I came across this from tumblr.. Is it really my attitude to change? I really wonder~~~ =X

Yes and then there are friends. I basically understand almost all of my friends. Their reactions to certain issues, attitude and temper. But I have a threshold even if it takes a long way up there to the tip. I mean why do some of us take others for granted. I don't see the same treatment given to others; to me. I'm just some pushover right?

Ohmy sorry blog I neglected you for my tumblr and twitter.

2010-03-14T00:53:00.004+08:00

Anyway the Holidays for me has not been going smoothly at all.

-It's really boring and not really happening

-Nags from my mum to clear my room

-Everybody at home thinks I'm free and bombard me with things/chores to do.

-And well my results.. I failed a paper and yes.. Gonna retake it on the 22nd. =(

Yeah no point going into self pity and blah blah~~ That's not really myself. I mean I deserve it, and i should learn this lesson not to rely on last minute mugging. =) So yup I'm gonna do my very best for the supplementary papers. YES I SHOULD!! Would be glad to receive encouragements~~ I mean it can motivate me. =)

And yes I went for an interview today at eunos. Ok I realised that it's the job some of my friends has been talking about; All lies and blah blah.. But I think I'll give the job and chance. I mean they pay good cash for only a short period of time of work. Hopefully it's not just my naive thinking. Anyway I'm motivate to work I wanna get my Ipod Touch YEAH!! And also save up the genting trip.

Oh man I just love the song, "Welcome to mystery", been like listening to non-stop. (Thanks to Joey's intro) here goes the lyrics... ... ...

Imagine a place you can always escape to
An island off the coast of nowhere
A new destination of your own creation
Just waiting till you choose to go there

Blue treats of and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind
Oooo
This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

Yup I really need my mind to escape man!! Even if it's just for a day i wouldn't mind~~ =) My mind is exploding with so many things on my mind. Quite ironic i know; I mean sometimes I really look happy go lucky but in actual fact tons of things are processing in my head. =X

Ohyes! I recently started practicing the piano again.. And.. I'm actually addicted to one of the classical song. (forgot the name) Anyways i could really play the song non-stop for 45 minutes and if I include other songs I'll take 2 hours minimum. It's crazy right? Anyways it's my holidays so I must make the very most out of it. =P

2010-03-05T11:35:00.001+08:00

HAHA, I think this is meaningful~~~

2010-03-03T01:36:00.003+08:00

Well this is a little part of me and I don't think I'll change any part of it. =)

Yup it's the holidays!!! YEAH!!! =P

I'm enjoying myself slightly only because I'm still worried about my Cell Biology paper. Anyways I just realised that my holidays are quite packed with things to do/places to go. Just that whenever i'm at home waiting to go out i'll really feel really bored.

To Be Continued... ... ... ... ...

2010-02-26T16:19:00.002+08:00

YEAH Exams are OVER!!! Will update more soon.

Meanwhile I really need to sleep what I missed out the whole night Yesterday~~~

(Jumping on the Bed now)

2010-02-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Ohmy, I'm on the train now.

Super duper hungry. (haven't eaten and now it's 11:47pm)

Well it's been 6 days studying at the airport.

Miss my mum's cooking.

Spent lots of money cos it's starbucks i'm studying at. (but it's alright since starbuck's my favourite.. Especially mocha frappe)

Okies so far my exams are alright. except for one paper.

So yup tmr i'll be going to airport to study for my last paper. (animal anatomy and physiology)

NOw i'm heading gombak mrt station.

Signing off

2010-02-15T16:16:00.001+08:00

PLEASE ELY GET THIS OFF YOU THANKS.

2010-02-14T18:09:00.002+08:00

Okies this was taken during one of my retreat in 2007.

Yeah I received two roses today!!

(Yeah right!!! Don't worry.. I know.. I must be dreaming right? HAhahahas)

Anyways, today is CNY and Valentine's DAY combined together!! HOW COOL right? (Heard that it only happen once every 57 years) I don't think i'll be alive to see the next clash again. Hhahahs.

Okies, CNY this year for me is like real boring cause it's like the same thing all every year.

-Receive Ang Baos

-Eat lunch and dinner

-Then do our own stuffs while parents talk with the rest of my relatives

So now I'm like REALLY ROTTING.

Hahahs, today is Valentine's Day and the roses up there isn't mine. It's actually given to my mum from my dad. (I just happened to snap a photo of it) Anyways, Sis just got a BF. She just left my uncle's place and confirm gonna spend a great time with each another. (Envy~~~ But not Jealous) =)

Okies, it's dinner time and i'm taking up the space on the dinning table. Byebye!! =P

2010-02-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

Yup guess where I was from morning till now... ...

AT HOME!!!

I noticed that whenever I'm at home the whole day, I'll develop a 'home headache' (a type of headache, of course I made it up, which only happens to an outdoor type of person) Not sure if anyone has it too, but it's really hard for me to just sit at home and watch online lectures the whole day..

And............

Exams are running up to my doorstep and FAST!! Gosh today is Thursday.. Tomorrow is Friday.. And soon the same cycle would go by again and during the weekends!! Okies, actually having the exams soon isn't the issue here cos the faster it ends.. HOLIDAYS would come by soon after that~~ =)

But............

My study week happens to be during the Chinese New Year week. The first day of Chinese New Year happen to clash with Valentine's Day. How convenient. LOL! I really commiserate with those newly attached/already attached/those who wanna date someone and the list goes on.. Cause after all family comes first. Hahahas, doesn't mean that just because I'm saying this means it actually affects me.

I mean look on the bright side. This year's very special cause I wouldn't be spending Valentine's day alone, like every year, but with loved ones and of course my books. =)

Hehe, recently I've just figured out how to use tumblr thanks to 'lovelybluebirds'. Okies I know I know, Mountain tortoise right? Anyways tumblr really rocks!! I mean all the photos there can really take your breath away. Yup that's all for now~~~ =P

Family

2010-02-07T19:19:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I wonder how words are invented.. If there's one word in my head now, that would really be, 'procrastination'.( to put off till another day or time; defer; delay. ) Now, that's the one word I can describe myself right now. Sometimes i wished that procrastination wouldn't exist so I wouldn't feel so discouraged.

Well Yesterday I went out with Qianying and royston to Marina Square to study at Starbucks after OTC refresh 2. (And yeah u could really lose a few bucks buying their coffee.. Anyway it's worthwhile cause starbucks my FAVOURITE! =P ) I didn't really studied because I just have too many thoughts in my head. So yup the sentence "going out to study", was just the basis of me wanting to be outside to relax my head.

Just returned home from church today. Yup and today's the second time I'm playing the guitar for the main service and this time I wasn't as nervous as the first time. Okies, my fingers are starting to hurt from all the practices.. This is the actual schedule for today itself..

- 9-10am I practice at home to familiarize the songs.
- 10-1130am I go upstairs to Daniel's (neighbour/church friend/worship leader) house to practice and touch up.
- 245pm I practice with the band itself.
- 4pm the actual thing starts.

And yeah something random came to my mind.. Well Daniel, the very person who gave me a guitar 5 years ago which inspired me to learn the guitar, is the very same person who's leading the band i'm playing for. Gosh, What goes around really comes around~~~ (not sure if this is the right way to put it)

Something random again.. This is the fish my mum bought from the market which cost her $99. Couldn't take picture of the whole fish cos by the time i woke up my mum had already sliced the fish. Believe me, this is only about 1/3 of the size of the whole fish! Gonna have a fishy week. Hahahas. =P

Anyways to summerise,
-life's getting tougher and tougher with all the revisions coming in. (please encourage me or I may not survive)
-Yup, i've neglected friends in one way or another.. Forgive me, after exams i'll really spend time with you guys provide i don't have to retake any modules~~ =X.
-I REALLY NEEDA STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-07T02:07:00.003+08:00

As Strange and mysterious this lake might seem. I feel no different from this lake.

Anyways have finally decide to let the picture do the talking since i really find it hard to post everything i have to say.

Life goes on~~ =)

-If i walk in front i may not lead.
-If i walk beside i'll just be an obstacle.
-let me walk behind so that i'll be there if you need me. =)

2010-02-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

I WISHED MY LIFE WAS LIKE THESE BIRDS~~~ FREE FROM ALL THE STRESS EVERYWHERE AND JUST FLYING FREELY..

Just to summerise, this week has been a CRAPPY HECTIC week!!

I can't really imagine how i managed to sleep at 12am everyday and wake up 550am to go back to school. It's a matter of time before i turn nocturnal~~

Okies, i'll update more next time~~ GONNA catch up on sleep!! =)

Give me a break~~~~

2010-01-29T22:08:00.004+08:00

Wow Ely, a hundred and ten dollars this week and you've reduced it to thirty dollars.. Guess my saving plan kinda failed this week.

Okies, to cut the story short~~ I'm actually really trying my very best to save. Though somehow spending eighty dollars per week for poly students might seem like a joke for some; However considered my actual plan to spend like twenty dollars per week~~~ It is really BAD! =(

Nonetheless, I shall still persevere, knowing that changing bad habits (being spendthrift) overnight is impossible~~ So yup JIAYOU man!! =)

2010-01-27T21:31:00.005+08:00

OHYA, I forgot to say that Brownie has finally learn to poo and pee properly~~ Way the go Brownie~~~ =)

This is the cute, "come and play me" facial expression.

"Ohh please play with me, I promise I won't play rough ever again~~"

"What don't anyhow catch catch hor, I really playing my rope.. not anyhow bite other stuffs."

" I'm bored~~ "

" Ahhh Come and give me treat~~ "

Hey okies, i realised that I'm been blogging like everyday~~~ There many factors which cause me to do so~~

1. Stressed.
2. I'm procrastinating in my revision.
3. I'm lonely, no one's talking to me.
4. I wanna 'waste time' so I can go to sleep ( It's not that i'm that free to waste time but I'm just stoning )

Anyways leaving that all behind~~ I've been feeling rather unmotivated recently~~ Just maybe there's just too many things on my mind and that's why I feel so distracted to be consistent in my studies.

Please Somebody Motivate ME!! =X

2010-01-26T20:21:00.007+08:00

Okies I feel quite down today~~~ Though I hardly show, but I guess it's cos of my ear and the extremELY scorching weather~~~ =X

BUT.. Something to be glad about.. Mr. Ear is improving and today i can hear quite abit already~~ Hopefully it'll improve gradually. =)

Yup, impromptu speech just gone by in a flash today and just one more presentation next week for world issues and then GOODBYE TO PRESENTATIONS for now~~ =)

OHYES!! Exam's coming sooooon~~~ And man I feel so left behind because I've skipped a whole lot of lectures to either study or do project~~ So yup, hope that i'll be disciplined enough to STUDY HARD! Please hor ELY!! =)

Gosh I really need a someone.
I've never experienced that sort of thing before.
And sometimes I can really feel lonely and left out.
Sometimes I wonder how i managed to survive alone.
Anyway love is patience and kind.

If It's really Your Will Lord,
You'll show me that someone special

2010-01-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

ME: Okies I think I've got ear infection~~

Doctor: How long has it been like that?

Me: For about three days but there's only discharge this morning.. I totally can't hear anything through my right ear!

Doctor: (checks my ear using the instrument) There's a hole in your ear drum!

NO no I'm not going to be deaf~~ The hole on my ear drum would heal over time~~ (At least that's what the doctor told me) =)

Although i was abit disappointed cos i won't be able to listen to stereo music cos now it's mono.. Anyways it's better then being impaired forever.

PHEW~~~

Anyways, Mr. Ear please heal faster!!! =P

2010-01-22T23:47:00.004+08:00

Ohh gosh I can hardly breathe this week man!! And I bet i'll suffocate in the next few weeks~~

Okies test, quiz and more tests.. Though it helps me to be slightly ''consistent'' to study but i'm just so busy with my life. =X. Gosh, I have even come to a point where quizzes are like life and death situations because I do face a reality, that if I don't buck up.. I'll have to retake that particular module (HPI)~~ =X.

Anyways on a random note again~~ I realised that I would feel really excited when
something different happens in the morning on my way to school~~

EXAMPLE
-Heavy rain
-traffic jam when on the bus.. Etc..

Anyway as long as the event is something different from the one before. LOL!!
Okies though\ i've got lots to update, but I needa SLEEP cos i'm super tired~~

GOODNIGHT!!! =)

2010-01-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Gosh if there's one word to describe how I feel now.. It's gonna be a huge combination of words!! Seriously~~~~

Anyways I'm going through a down period of time now~~
- I haven't been following my schedule
- I'm like lagging way behind all my peers
- Lack in sleep causing my eyes to dry up easily; leads to blurring of contact lens~~
- bank account drying up cause I just can't seem to control how I spend my money

Was stoning in the mrt in my way to music lesson and at my uncle's house eating dinner.. and alot of random things just came flooding my head~~ Was just observing at how some people treat others like some maid; to do stuffs for them just because their tired. etc. Though no one has actually have done it to me before, but just by watching from the background really irks me~~

Another thought was about my life as a student~~ I'm starting to feel really solitary. Because of my tight schedule like almost everyday, I really cannot find time for my friends.. And when i'm at home, everybody's studying and I feel like I'm disturbing them if I chat with them or something~~ Gosh, I wish I could take away my single status (Just a random thought remember~~~)

Okies that's all for now~~ needa rest for a coming hectic day~~ GOODNIGHT!! =)

2010-01-11T22:38:00.005+08:00

Gosh!! Okies I know I shouldn't be posting now at this day and hour~~~ Anyways I think I'm like 'dying'. So much to do but very little time~~~

-Weekends passed by like it was just a day.
-I just fell sick today.
-Tons of things to be done in my schedule book.
-Playing on both Saturday and Sunday so have to practice.
-Tons of Revision for all the upcoming tests.

Stressed! =X

Okies, leaving this all behind.. Ironically I feel reasonably motivated to study! =) Firstly, because I've created my own schedule book to plan the things I'm supposed to cover for the day. At least I wouldn't be so aimless~~ Finally, cause my class got a scolding today for being too slack and other stuffs.. Anyway to summerise, I now know the reality of life and I wanna do better!! =P

Yup that's all for now~~ Chopping back to work~~ =)

2010-01-02T00:11:00.009+08:00

Okies took this 'somewhere only I know' near the FLEA Yesterday~~ Lolx!!

Wow a whole lot of things happened during the past 2 weeks~~ Phew I can't hardly sit down and breathe with all that stress just piling up on my shoulder. =X.

Okies this is the Skeleton which Joey, Ely, Royston and Kent has been working on~~
Sometimes I wonder if the lecturer understood the difference between Science and design School! LOL!!

So yup the finalised one~~~ =)

Okies, this is the unique place which I spent my New year~~~

So yup this time, New Year celebration had the lest impact on me cos I feel that we're all just celebrate it like it's some habit or something.. Yup everything just go by without a plan, so we ended up hiking from Bugis to City Hall to Fort Canning Park to Douby Ghuat and back to bugis~~

Hahahahas, that least the way how we spent our night was different from what others are doing~~

- some at Marina Mirage
- some at Sentosa Beach Party
- some at chalets
- some at friend's home
- some just spending time with their parents, appreciating how much their parents have done for them.

So yup, at around 4am plus we cabbed home and on the way home the tire of the cab we were in punctured so we board another cab and the midnight charge plus public holiday was WOW!! Lolx!.. An ironic great start for a new year with my resolution to be someone less spendthrift. =X

Okies, more about the year 2009~~ Super duper summerised one~~

- 'O' level results
- the lifeless break while waiting for poly to start ( determined to work hard when school starts.. But apparently not~~ )
- I broke my ankle ( Believe me.. an AGONISING experience especially those who appreciate intensive sports )
- Poly life which wasn't as slack as what everyone told me it would be. (yeah right~~)

Okies I think I've dementia cos I could only recall the past events but not those current ones.

This year 2010

- I wanna be more sensible and matured
- I wanna be more hardworking (Gosh please mean it this time Ely~~)
- I wanna be less lame.. I mean seriously less lame so that I can walk properly (What a paradox!!)
- I wanna be more active in sports and not excuse it to the busyness of life
- I wanna spend more time with my parents whenever possible ( cos they really need to know how much I really appreciate them for providing for me) =)

Okies that's like all for now~~ Yup, JIAYOU JIAYOU EVERYBODY!! =)

2009-12-19T23:20:00.005+08:00

At least a picture a post!! Ion's Christmas tree~~ Gosh I love pixon. =)

Yeah! I'm finally back (Hope nobody misses me.. hahahas) from OTC and I would say that I had a fulfilling experience there~~ =) I finally understand what, 'behind the scenes' of camps really mean. Lolx!

Yup throughout the camp I really meet different kinds of people~~ Friendly, strange, irritating!! Hahas, U name it!!

Moving on, I really feel that this camp really got me thinking~~ It's been a long time since someone of authority has reprimanded me ( the last I recalled was in secondary school where the disciplinary master would always look for me regarding the class behavior/attitude.. etc..) So yup, I was reminded that with my age now I got to start thinking of the consequences of whatever actions i take. =)

Still lots and lots to share but I really find it hard to rmb after a few days have passed.. Don't worry man after FOC (freshman orientation camp) and FOW (freshman orientation workshop) I'll be sure to update ASAP!! =P

Okies so much for the camp yea? Speaking of which; I've seen so many different kind of faces especially when people work under pressure.. 'Blemished' faces.. And I would complacently laugh and say ''Hey that could never be me!!" But today I realised that that could actually be my face. I simply thought that I've got my emotions under controlled. But that's only my wishful thinking~~~

So yup, today after project I'm not sure what really got into me..

-Skipped lunch therefore grouchy?
-Sudden change of practice?
-Lack of sleep?

Believe me I seriously ain't sure.. Gosh~~ I really feel guilty now because I'm not sure if I've stepped on anyone toes in the process.. REALLY REALLY SORRY~~ =X. Anyways I still got that sianzation feeling now and I really hope that tmr it'll all be gone yup. =)

2009-12-13T09:41:00.006+08:00

Oh yes!! Term test's finally done~~ BIG relieve man! =) Though it was just only a mid semester test, but I actually took it like an exam; studying like way way beyond the time I would sleep. =X

So yup, i think i would fair a low average for this test except for HPI which I clearly know I would flunk it. Because no matter how hard a person put in effort to study last minute, they wouldn't get it so easily unless they're a genius (A definite not ME!!).

That makes it clear that I really and I REALLY REALLY have to mean this time it cos I'm in danger of retaking HPI next semester~~ =X.

Okies, on a more, "POSITIVE" note it's the "HOLIDAYS"~~~~ Well during this two weeks SHORT of break I'll be .. ..

1.Attending an orientation training camp. (14-17th dec) =X
2.Basic photography lesson. (some date after 17th dec I guess) =)
3.Re-toilet train Brownie. (Whole of this break) =(
4.CSAS group research presentation. (From 21st dec onwards) =(
5.AAP group work. (From 21st dec onwards) =(
6.Birthday Celebrations. =) =)
7.Christmas Dinner. (25th dec) =) =)
8.Fireside Christmas celebration (26th dec) =)

Rating: =( -- 1/10
=X -- 5/10
=) -- 8/10
=) =) -- 100/10

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Well, relating to the post on why MOTHERS are NUMBER 1 is because my mum bought me a new laptop. =)

Wow, I'm really amazed about how I could use my last laptop for almost a year~~ Was testing Warcraft the other day and I now I understand why my friends keep asking me how I could stand such a lousy graphic card~~ =X

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A hectic day today because I was busy swapping rooms with my brother (12-7pm) .. Believe me, we still not completely done shifting our stuffs.

Well the reason to this is because I'm finally going to pass on most of the responsibilities of taking care of Brownie to him. Really thank my bro for helping me cos I really feel very stressed looking after her after she began her adolescence.

Anyways I'll really try to find time to really care for her~~ =)

Gosh since my room is nearest to the front door means no more loud singing and music~~ =( =(

Okies I've got a camp from 14-17 Dec~~ So yup PLEASE DON'T MISS ME!! =) =)

2009-12-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

GOSH MOTHERS ARE NUMBER ONE!!! =)

2009-12-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it's the laughter which covers everything.
Some things deep which keeps it's identity.
So how do we stop it from rolling down when it is already flowing?

Never posted anything like this before.
Experience something i haven done so in quite some time.
Felt better soon after.

2009-12-05T23:13:00.002+08:00

Say Hi to the photo of the month!! Somewhere only I know in school~~

Attended the Annual Conference at RTC.. Besides the scrumptious morning & afternoon tea and the buffet lunch~~ I really learnt alot of stuffs related to what I'm studying in my course now~~

So yup, i also enjoyed skipping school because of this conference so it's a win win situation! =P

Okies a copyright of steph's boredom during the conference~~ (This picture is actually the layout of the Dunearn Ballroom~~ The exact place which my Prom Night was held~~)

So yup, tmr would be the start of my term test~~~ AHHH still got lots to cover~~~ Shall go study now~~ =X.

Random-ness is my friend~~~~

2009-11-23T20:54:00.009+08:00

Okies this was taken some time ago~~ Can't remember when but it got to be an important event so much so that so many of us turned up for it. =P
Miss such outings.. Hopefully more to come during the break yea? =)

The 2nd of August (MY BIRTHDAY) which falls exactly on a Sunday.. My mum totally surprised me with this apple crumble pie ( which she said she made it for someone in church ). My mum got me~~ Totally~~~ nice one!! =X

Still falling on the later part of August itself.. A STUDY DAY with my fun-filled pals in school at the Esplanade library to prepare for the Semestral Exams.. =) Last minute studying really really comes under the catergory "HATEFUL!!!" =X

Another picture taken with some of us in school on a irritable CCN DAY!!! =X. A day which we get to see each other's true personality when working under pressure to bring out items to sell and raised funds for the needy in TP.

Glad to say that my food team raised a total of $131.20!! Well done guys!! =) =)

Just an introduction~~ The one on the right is Joey~~

We all celebrated her 17th birthday two days ago at Swiss'otel at level 63~~ AS you can see I'm part of the decor team.. 80 balloons blown altogether and 2 by me~~ Hahahas, but i did do quite a bit though~~ =P

The GRAND bathroom~~

Balcony scenery at 7pm

Birthday rainbowed durian cake homemade by Joy

Brownie then~~

Brownie for now~~

''Brownie you know I love you very much~~ Please urine at the right place and not all over my room~~ Remember I taught u that when u were about 3 coming 4 months old. You did a great job for the past two months. I hope that u will still continue to do so so I can give u your freedom to roam around my room and sleep on my bed again okies? Because I usually come home from school very late and to mop the floor everyday after school is hard on me. So yup, be good~~ Love ya~~~ "

Well I really have got a lot to say but I've got to sleep soon~~ However I've got two questions on my mind which keep repeating itself and I shall write it down just in case I forget somehow~~

1. Why do I always feel teary on Sundays?
2. Why am I still not working as hard as I want to?

2009-11-09T18:20:00.001+08:00

Crap~~ Laptop did not save my document~~~ Zzzzzz

Redo~~~ =X

2009-11-08T10:23:00.006+08:00

Okies, this was taken on a ride home from school through the expressway.. Random~~~ Anyway I try to put at least a picture every time i blog so that it doesn't look too boring~~ Yup.

This few days have been really stressful for me with all the work load and test crashing down on me and it never stops.. I'm actually blogging to distress~~~ =X

More about myself currently~~ I've actually come to a point where I need more time on my own (Not Emo-ing, please don't jump into conclusion. Yup.)~~ So I'm sorry if I don't pick up calls or reply messages. Yup. That's all for now~~

2009-10-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

Cool~~ Okies these are the pictures I took at admiral-ty count-tree club on a friday two weeks ago~~ (typo error done on purpose so that when others google this country club, it won't be directed to my blog~~)

Yup! School's finally started and I'm started to look forward to the next holiday~~~ Anyways it's kinda weird cos when it's the holidays I'll look forward to school and when school's started I'll wish for a break.. Gosh~~ First week of school and lots of information are crashing in.. Can't ''WAIT" for the rest of the week~~ =X

Anyways I've decided to be a more hard working student in the class starting this Sem~~ However I haven't revised anything this whole week except for playing warcraft~~ =X.. .. Shall be more motivated~~~ =P

2009-10-13T23:48:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to the newest member of the family~~ Brownie!!

Well my mum was finally convinced to let keep a dog~~ =)

However, keeping a dog really bears great responsibility~~

Imagine.. ..
-Waking up every hour the first night to clean its diarrhea due to environmental change.
-sleeping on the floor with Her because she wouldn't even let me lie on my bed.
-spending lesser time hanging out with friends.

Anyways now she's more stable now.. Good health and knowing where to poo and I no longer have to confine her in the pen overnight and she's free to roam around my room. Relived~~~~ =P

So much about Brownie yea~~ Yup, I would say this 7 weeks of semester break was quite a let down because I didn't managed to do exploring and hiking and many other stuff~~~ =(

Nonetheless, I managed to watch many shows like, "Return of the Condor Heroes" and, " Black and White".. And of cause lots of warcraft~~~ Rarely online msn and wow my E-mails are stacking~~~~

School's starting next week and I think I would really be very busy working twice as hard as I've worked during the last semester because I didn't do very well. Just really average. =X.

Yup, that's all for now~~ Sleepy ~~~ Goodnight~~~ Lolx!!

2009-10-13T20:46:00.007+08:00

Cool long time since I've posted anything~~~ Well, shall start off from the June break where I went to Batam for retreat ~~

The living conditions there which show how pampered we are~~~ =X

Awesome scenery!!

Yummy place to eat.. Lots of seafood~~ Shall not show my mountain of prawn and crab shells~~ Lolx!!

Hahas, I actually took like a 100 plus of photos but only post the best ones out because uploading the pictures can take ages.. Gosh~~~ This is just part 1.. Part 2 coming up soon~~

2009-07-25T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hahas, just did a quiz which I think it really speaks about me.. Lolx!!

Here it goes~~~~

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-05-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

Cool~~~ Long time no post~~~ Lolx!!

Okies I'm like busy everyday without fail and I should say poly life's pretty stressful. Lolx, so much work to complete and revise~~ Especially when the lecturer's speed of teaching is as fast as an Airplane while my speed of understanding is that of a Rickshaw.. Goodness~~~ =X =X

But on the bright side, I'm doing well with my classmates except for some who are those really really extreme type which you really cannot mix around like oil and water (ask me personally if you really want to know..) Lolx!!

That's all for now.. Lolx, got tests this week so I'll go back to mugging~~~ Lolx!! =X =X

P.S. HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

2009-04-12T14:03:00.005+08:00

Argh~~~~~ I'm in pain~~~~~~~~~~~ =( =( =( Before it happened I never took notice of you but now I've hurt you and I think it's going to be awhile before you recover from that~~~ I'm so soo sooo sorry~~~ If only I have cherished you.. But now it's too late~~~~ =X =X =X

Okies before your mind go wild~~~ I'm actually referring to my ankle which I've sprained yesterday~~~ Gosh the pain was so excruciating that halfway I had to crawl out of the basketball court~~~ Lolx!! Gosh, I just visited a physician today and he concluded that my bone is either fractured or cracked and the healing time would take like a month~~~ =X =X =X

Okies, time flies and I'm starting my orientation tomorrow~~ Woohoo~~~ Finally man~~~ But BOOO~~~ Cos I wouldn't be participating in a whole lot of fun games; just watching them have fun~~ =( =( =( Wish me all the best!! =) =) =)

2009-03-17T23:49:00.009+08:00

One of my favourite picture taken from siloso beach at sentosa~~~ Lolx!

Cool~~ Way long since I have posted something.. Looks like my blog's kinda rotting~~~

Hmm, not alot of happenings recently (I'm being ironic here~~~~).. Just shopping for clothes, shoes, bags.. etc.. going for movies, eating buffets, going for karaoke sessions, cabbing so often like there's no tomorrow, having attended three guitar lessons so far, working for 4 days and celebrating Kokwan & Chong yew's 18th birthday... not in time sequence~~ Lolx!

Anyways I've just calculated my total expenditure for the last three weeks and they added up to like $300+++ Further more I've just bought a 8Gb thumb drive from funan like for $66++ (but it's very good quality) because I dislike squeezing through crowded places like the IT fair at suntec, so yup I like paid $20++ extra~~~ =X =X .. Although it's just just money withdrawn from the bank which I did not work for but I still feel equally HEART-ACHE!!! I'm pretty sure it sounds quite unbelievable and exaggerating but it's for REAL!!! Gosh~~~ So.. To make up for it I'm gonna work soon~~~ So there goes my freedom~~~ =X =X

Gosh we're like mid-way March so that means poly's starting soon~~~ Excited Yet unenthused about going poly.. Excited because I'll be moving on and getting on with life again, unlike being stagnant like what I'm experiencing now~~~ Lolx! Hmm, unenthused because I really dislike socialising and stepping out of my comfort zone but I'm also aware that socialising and communication with people is very important.. so yup, wish me all the best~~ Hahas, and for extrovert friends who have tips about socialising.. do share with me ya? Lolx!!

Now, more about me physically~~~ I've received quite a few comments from people who have not seen me for awhile that I HAVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN BIGGER (Fatter to be precised) =X =X.. That actually decreases 200% of my self-esteem~~~ (Just kidding~~~) And to solve this problem, dieting is my way of losing weight.. But it's really easier said then done because I've told a lot of friends that I wanna diet, but I've yet to really go on a diet~~ (guess my friends might be giggling upon reading this now~~) Lolx!!!

Hmm, recently I've been eating the wrong stuffs and having inadequate sleep which increases my volcanoes day by day~~ and usually when it erupts, the epic-centre would cause much agony and pain~~ Gosh, dislike that~~ =X =X I'm sure one of my friend who's name starts with a W. would know pretty well~~ Right?~~~ Lolx!!! =P =P

I guess I better get sleeping soon~~ LOL!! Goodnight~~~ =) =)

2009-02-28T22:23:00.004+08:00

I'm back! Lolx!! =)

Thursday
Finally we went to pulau ubin.. Lolx, our initial plan was to cycle but we ended up hiking due to the rain.. (For more details, refer to wailing's blog.. Lolx) Anyways, Despite the rain, getting lost, getting wet and stepping on really squashy, wobbly and slimy mud.. The time hiking and crapping together out-weighs everything~~ Lolx, an experience unforgettable and especially reliving the OBS memories which I had 3 years ago~~ =) =)

Today
Okies, less blogging goes to show that my life has not been really happening (that's really sad~~) Feel that for the past 2 weeks I've been really struggling about some issues about myself and no matter how optimistic I am, I would still feel really dry~~~ (not that I'm facing any family or friend problems but it's just about me~~) Further more, I feel that I'm changing for the worst because I used to be able to tolerate all types of negativity, but now I would rebuke back which doesn't really sound like Ely.

Anyways, enough of that~~~~ Hmm, at least there's something to be happy about,, which is... ... The weather of course! Lolx!! yeah!! It's now raining almost everyday and I hope it'll continue so that I don't have to on the fan at night cos I dislike artificial wind~~ LOL!!

Okies really tired now~~ Shall say hi to my bed~~~~

2009-02-15T00:50:00.002+08:00

Okies, feeling quite down now~~~ By right I'm supposed to be with my friends now playing pool.. Thanks to my "great" memory, I forgot to bring my keys out; which caused so much complications and that I was also admonished by my parents because of some reasons.. Zzzz.. (Sometimes I really don't get it~~~~) =( =(

Hmm, it's more than a week since I've stopped working and I thought that I would have more time to study; but it seems like I've just been playing and slacking~~~ Gosh, this week has been a really demoralising week for me and I just feel like lying on the bed, covering a pillow over the back of my head and shutting the world off my head~~~ Man, that would feel good for a second~~ Lolx. =X =X

Leaving this all behind~~~~ It's actually an hour and a half after Valentines day.. And.. Yup, yet another year without a date~~ Lolx!! Okies, I'm not desperate and I think I'll be date-less for a few years more until I think I'm matured enough to date.. Lolx, anyway love is patience.. so true love is worth the wait~~ =) =) =)

Okies, whole system is already shutting down~~~ Hopefully this coming week would be even better!!! =) =) =)

2009-02-04T17:59:00.011+08:00

Man~~ I've reach to the point where I'm like so down... Almost everyone's working, which means less outing together, which also means less excitement everyday. I'm beginning to feel bored playing dota, which means I'll have nothing to entertain myself when I'm bored at home. SO BORED~~~

Hmm, I'm no longer working.. It's good because I'll have no excuse to neglect studying but it's bad because I won't be able to save up to change my handphone~~ =X =X

Okies, I've started studying the notes which my friend has given me and ''Cool'', I'm still stuck learning the Homeostasis theory of our body.. Gosh~~ Patience~~ Patience~~ =X =X

Anyways~~ Without struggles there won't be success~~ So go go go!!! =) =)

2009-02-01T00:00:00.004+08:00

Back again~~ Lolx!!

Okies, this time Chinese New Year wasn't that great (not referring to the ang bao or food.. but just the festival itself)~~ Feel that every year is so repetitive~~ Nonetheless it's also good that I can spent time catching up with my cousins as well as a two days break from work. LOL!! =P

Hmm, the posting results for poly has been out and yup I've made to veterinary tech. It'll be a stressful long struggle for me in future as I would be studying something I've not touched from sec 3 to 5 which is biology~~~~ Being aware that I'm quite slow when it comes to studying something new, I'm getting notes from my church friend who's also studying that course but a year ahead of me... To start studying now so that I'll be prepared when poly starts. Lolx. =P =P

Life for me this long break would be a little of working, a little of studying and more of play~~~ Lolx. Oh yes, I realised that I'm growing sick of DOTA and I think I'll be able to reach the state of being anti-DOTA by the time I start poly~~ This is because I feel that I'm not cut out for that game as I often offend my friends for being slow to react and also because I don't need any distractions when it comes to studying. Lolx!!

Anyways, life goes on~~~~~ =) =)

2009-01-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

Okies I've received my 'O' level results and I'm seriously very shocked from it~~ Totally speechless.. Believe me.. Not even my parents anticipated that I would be able to get this results.. And I would say I really out-did myself and I am really satisfied.. =) =) =)

First, I really really really thank God for pulling me through.. Without His encouragement/motivation/help.. etc. through friends and families.. I would really be nothing, and I mean seriously nothing~~ I mean who could bring a D7 grade for English during prelims to a such a grade in 'O'.. I seriously can't~~ All my praise goes out to Him because only He could do that, and I'm so humbled by Him. Thank You so much~~~~~~~ =) =) =)

Second, there are my peer study group.. Keyi, Jingyan, Jessica and Wai Ling. I sincerely thank you girls for pulling me out of the pit (and I really mean those kind of pit where if you drop a stone in, there would be no echo produced because it's too deep).. Especially Keyi's encouragement where we would all be so motivated to study no matter how mood-less we were to even pick up a book. Thank you so much!!! Really~~~ =) =) =)

Next, the support of my family especially Mum who would ferry me to school or back or both for almost everyday, take care of me when I'm sick, giving me lots of health supplements to increase my immune system, giving me extra $$$ so that I would have more than enough to go out and study.. and many many more~~ Indeed I'm so really thankful to have a caring mum.. Love you so much!! =) =) =)

Lastly, to all my friends, classmates and everyone who had just received their results.. Be it good, moderate or not so good, let us move on and not dwell on it because we cannot change our results.. But we can still change what we would be in future. So let us not give up hope and continue to move on. =) =) =)

2008-12-30T12:11:00.006+08:00

Well I would say I'm kinda rotting since all the big events are over.. And man, I think I miss hanging out with my friends. Lolx!!!

16-19th Dec (Tue-Fri)
Had our chalet at Pasir Ris again~~ Lolx! It wasn't as exciting as last year because we did almost the same thing except for the night trekking on bicycles to Changi Village. Nonetheless it was very ENJOYABLE!!! =) =)

25th dec (Thurs)
Went to church in the morning for a Christmas Musical~~ Lolx, Although I've seen the preview many times but I still feel that the performance was GREAT!! =) =)

Later in the evening, met the rest to go Sakae Sushi buffet dinner in view of Jian horng's birthday and then to I.R.C. to pool overnight. Lolx, tired~~~~~~

Today
Okies. I've declared myself SICK~~ The last time I was sick was due to stress, but guess what? This time is the lack of sleep~~ (I think it was because of playing pool thoughout the night on the 25th dec) Anyway it's just flu with cough and fever~~ Lolx, compared to the stomach flu I had a few months ago, I wouldn't mind this.. not at all!! Lolx!!! =) =) =)

Hmm, I've been playing games this few days.. Something that I am finally able to allow myself do since there's NO more studying Woohoo!!! (at least for now~~) because I've actually tolerated against playing computer games for 4 years due to many factors; and one of the main reason is ADDICTION!! (which I'm currently experiencing, and with my laptop in the room which makes it even "better". LOL!!!) But anyway, I think it's the best way to kill time; with so much in my hands now~~ Lolx!! =) =) =)

That's all for now~~ Lolx!! =) =) =)

2008-12-14T20:13:00.008+08:00

Woo~~ I'm finally back!! Okies.. Actually I was already back on thursday afternoon but I spent many nights sleeping early so that I could catch up on my sleep which I've lost during the BYL Camp.. Lolx!! Had a wonderful experience there~~ And I really mean it!! =P The place was beautiful, the rooms were gigantic and the food was yummy too~~ =) =) =)

The Scenery~~

Morning Sun from my room~~

The room I was talking about~~ Lolx.

Man~~ I would really miss the buffet meals over there~~ T.T

I'm sure that I've put on lots of weight especially during the supper of ''Secret Recipe'' Yumyum!!! =P =P =P

Ps. Ayan Murry from Shalom~~

From left to right.. Sherrie and Sarah from my church, Raymond from Shalom and Dennis from Goodnews~~

Arrived back in Singapore~~

(Ps. Ayan, Michelle, Jia En, Amos Yeoh, Raymond(Newly made Shalom friends)) And then Sherrie, Sarah and Myself! Lolx!! =) =) =)

Friday
Went out to Bukit Timah to celebrate Keyi's 17th birthday!! Had dinner at ''Five Star something something'' Lolx, forgot what it was called~~ Lolx!! Anyways we all went to play pool~~ Well I played till 2plus a.m. then I cab back home with those who didn't want to stay over~~ Really enjoyed myself~~ =) =) =)

Saturday
Went out to Vivo city with my newly made friends to watch ''twilight''.. Hmm, a not too bad movie to watch; especially for those who love romantic movies.. Lolx!! But the ending was quite not the end because I think there would a part 2.. Lolx, can't wait for the next chapter~~ Lolx. =) =) =)

Okies that's all~~ LOL!! =) =) =)

2008-12-06T02:29:00.007+08:00

Wow~~ I never knew that the holidays would be more ''busy" than school life~~ Lolx.

Friday-- 28th Nov
Went to Wailing's house to give her a birthday celebration "surprise" (Obviously it wasn't that successful because we forgot to hide our slippers properly.. LOL!!! !!!)

Sunday-- 30th Nov
Went to Ummu's birthday celebration~~ Pooled at opposite Ten-mile after the BBQ celebration~~

Monday-- 1st Dec
Went to town to meet the rest to buy Jessica's present~~

Tuesday-- 2nd Dec
Went to cineleisure's Hongkong cafe to celebrate Jessica's birthday~~ (I believe all the pictures have been posted in Jessica's blog.. Lolx!!)

Wednesday-- 3rd Dec
Went to Sentosa to have "FUN" (It wasn't really an enjoyable trip because it was raining off and on, most of the volleyball courts were taken up and everybody was moodless because of the lack of sleep I guess) Anyways I still managed to make the fullest of the trip. Look at the fishes I caught using a Frisbee!!! !!!

Thursday-- 4th Dec
Met my uncle for lunch at AMK Hub.. Went to watch "Quarantine" later in the night (I paid $13 plus, which includes the popcorn and drinks, just to be dizzy and scared.. Lolx!! So not worth watching~~)

Friday-- 5th Dec
Made my first ever POSB card.. Lolx (Finally~~)... After that, followed my mum to fetch my sis from sentosa.. Had to direct my mum because she've never drove to Vivo City.. LOL!! Stopped by Candy Empire to get lots of Christmas Gifts for friends while waiting for sis~~ After sis arrived, trained straight to Plaza Singapura to meet the rest and then pooled at opposite Ten-mile till 1am~~~

Saturday-- 6th Dec
Applied for guitar lessons at International Plaza where I will begin learning guitar in January~~ Woohoo~~ Finally I've got time to learn~~ =) =)

Sunday morning--7th Dec
Pretty exhausted now basically because of my lack of sleep.. Lolx!! In another 4 hours later I'll be waking up again to send my brother off to the Airport as he will be going for a 14 day mission trip to the Philippines with other youths in my church. As for me, I'll be going to Austin Hills in Malaysia from the 8th-11th of December for a combined church camp where only two other youths from my church would be going with me. =) =) =)

Meanwhile don't miss me too much!!! LOL!!! !!! (As if anyone would~~) =) =) =) =)

2008-11-23T13:18:00.002+08:00

I feel really WRONGED~~~~

Played basketball with Marcus, Amos and Chongyew this morning~~ Man!!! I really have nothing to say about those army guys who were playing with us... Because there was this tall, big and strong guy who complaint that I and the rest of us were playing too rough~~ Adding on, that guy still gave us a lecture but nothing went into my head because I was still shock/upset at that moment~~~ =(

Even now I still can't believe that I, someone much smaller in size(at least compared to that guy), could actually make him so pissed... but anyways I'm so thankful that I am slow when it comes to reacting towards a situation(Cool~~ Being blur sure has it's advantages.. LOL!!!).. If not I would told that guy straight away to play netball if he does not want any body contact~~ And... ... Things could get really nasty~~~ =X =X

Okies~~~ Shall leave my confusion/anger/disappointment here and get over with it because I dislike spoiling my mood~~ Lolx.. =) =) Ohyes Chongyew please stop crapping~~ Lolx!! Okies I'm off to church~~~ =) =) =)

2008-11-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

Man it's barely only three days and i'm already starting to miss my friends~~ ZZzzzz... I wanna go out!!! =X =X =X

Okies job hunting seems harder than I thought it would be.. Maybe I might even decide not to get one.. Lolx!! (Lazy Bum~~) Anyways, prom night wasn't that entertaining as I thought it would be.. Boring~~~ It was the pooling and karaoke event after prom night that brightened up my night.. Lolx!!! =P

Feel that I'm rotting with every minute at home.. Friends please call me out & out & out!!! Woohoo!!! =) =) =)

2008-11-13T23:05:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!! Everybody give me a Hi-Five!!! !!! LOL!!! =) =) =) Yes!!! This is the moment that I've been waiting for!!! =) =)

Managed to survive yesterday's Mt exam.. Lolx, I felt so ''honoured'' with me the only student in a classroom taking the exam with two invigilator taking turns to see if I would cheat with my "Other friends" taking the exam with me(Ok I'm talking crap~~).. And together with the 45mins break(which I don't really appreciate it) in the canteen all alone~~ "Thankyou National geography book; for your company~~" LOL!! =) =)

Hmm, now that the exams are over~~ It means less "bonuses", frequent rides to places by car, ginseng with bird nest, strawberries to keep my stomach from "malfunctioning"..(I would definitely miss my study days.. LOL!!) And It means that I'll would soon be working and spending lots and lots of time with my friends!!! WOOOHOOO!!! =) =)

Planned to go night riding at Old Changi Airport road last night, but it didn't turned out to be successful due to the lack of preparation and because the bicycle shops were all closed by the time we reached East Coast park. Sorry guys for being late~~ =X =X.. But the night spent at Terminal III was indeed enjoyable!!! =) =)

Thought of going for a basketball game this afternoon, but I guess I was too lazy and tired out.. Hmm, I must try not too be lazy if I want to shed off that 6kg now that I'm 79.4kg!!! !!! Further more we'll be going to eat Suki tomorrow I guess~~ OHH save me!!! =X =X =X

Looking forward to tomorrow~~ =) =) =) =)

2008-11-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!! It's my "last" paper tomorrow~~ =P

Happy because all my stress would be gone after that science paper~~ =) =) Sad because I still have my MT paper~~ =( =( Anyways, I'll still do my best in that MT paper for tomorrow and the day after~~ =P

Okies I feel happy today because I managed to finish all MCQs for both my physics and chemistry TYS books. (Like if anyone else couldn't~~) LOL!! But I still feel like I've achieved something. Lolx. =P

Hey everybody!! Jiayou for the MCQs tomorrow!!! Lolx. =) =) =)

2008-11-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Woo~~ I finally feel a bit relieved~~~ =)

Friday
Went out for a casual dinner with my family and a ''long time no see'' friend of my parents at pasta mania. The food there was nice, but I think mum's cooking's better~~ Lolx. =P

After that, went to join the rest of my friends at Orchard. Wooo~~ Had a good time crapping and picturing with them. LOL!!! Took NR3 and reached home about 2.30am. =X

Today
Studied Social studies for the whole day today.. Hmm, one subject that I would always ''DREAM'' to study because of my ''INTEREST" in that subject.. But i still survived today all thanks to the motivation received from my friends.. I'm not sure what I'll do without them.. Lolx.. thanks again~~~ =) =) =)

Man~~ I seriously look forward, and I'm sure too that everybody's looking forward to the end of the "O"s.. =) =) Hmm, but until then I must still keep focused because it not the end yet. Lolx.

Continue to JIAYOU all my friends!!! =) =) =)

2008-10-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Monday- 6/10/08
-Officially graduated from BPGHS.
-Took lots of pictures with schoolmates and classmates.
-Enjoyed myself except for the food.. LOL!!!

Today
Waa~~ I'm having short term memory.. Can't really remember how I've been through the week except for the ''Blast furnace'' and the ''Chemical analysis'' still lingering in my head; Hope that it still continue to stay put.. LOL!! =P

Okies, another 15mins or so it would be exactly seven days to my first written paper and three days to my science practical.. Still have lots to memorise~~ Feeling really stressed~~

Anyways, no time to think about all those negative stuffs like, ''If only I'd started to work hard at the beginning of the year,'' but I should just keep focus~~ =)

For those struggling.. Don't Give Up~~ and continue to JIAYOU!!! !!! =) =)

2008-10-02T18:01:00.002+08:00

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Hmm, yup I agree that these are the bad syndromes which follow when one's pretty stressed up and I seriously think it's true~~... Really stressed~~ But I'm still hanging on~~ =) =)

Hey for those who are mugging really hard for the "O"s.. Continue to work hard and JIAYOU!!!
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2008-09-21T22:50:00.003+08:00

Man ohh man!!! It's really hot out there~~~ Couldn't believe my ears when I heard that it was 35 degrees celcius three days ago.. Wow~~ If we add a few more degrees celcius.. It'll be ''Live'' Africa.. LOL!!! I'm melting every second~~ =X =X

Hmm, I have been revising on my sciences this few days and I'm glad that by tomorrow, I'll be able to finish.. But the problem is that I'm still struggling with my chemistry.. =( =( How demoralising~~ =( =(

According to my countdown there's only 30 more days left to "O"s. For those taking the "O"s.. Jiayou and Work hard!!! =) =) Same goes for me too~~ LOL!!! GOGOGO!!!

2008-09-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

Heyhey!!! Wooo~~~ Finally I'm much much better (Except for my usual appetite~~) ''Come back to me!!!" LOL!!! Hmm, during that period of discomfort and moodiness, I would like to thank all my friends for their cheery messages. Lolx, feel loved~~ Hahahahas.. =) =) =) =)

Hmm, been really busy planning out my revision plan for the remaining 6 weeks ahead and WOW it took me really long to just plan for a week.. LOL!! Anyways, I followed the plan from 3.30pm till 8.30pm and now my head is "fried" ~~ Lolx. =X =X

Hahas, okies enough slacking for me now.. Back to work.. Lolx, I think wouldn't be posting that often for awhile~~ Don't miss me yea~~ LOL!!! =) =) =)

Go for it everyone!!! !!!

We all can do it!!! !!! =) =) =)

2008-09-04T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, guess where I'm now? ... ... ... ... ... ...

Hahas.. At home of cause!!! LOL!!! Okies~~ (LAME~~) ... ... MAN!!! Yet another wasted day because I've got a gastric flu and high fever... =X. This is the worst ever because I've never let my food go up and down through my body at the same time. =( =( Purely disgusting and torturous.. and.. because of all this I had to sit on the sofa all night till 5am to let the cramp in my stomach go away~~~

So now I'm grounded to stay at home with my thick sweater, track pants and socks, (which looks like i'm going to climb mount everest), until I better, hopefully by tomorrow... ...

Fever, pain go away~~

Please DON'T come another day~~

(Please follow the "rain rain go away" tune..=P) LOL!!!

Goodnight~~~ Off to bed~~ Lolx.. =X

Man!! I dislike afternoon naps~~ =( =(

2008-08-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

Wow!!! Yet another week!!! Lolx.. Kind of scary knowing that it's only about another 51 days left to the BIG day!!

The preliminary results are out and I fair out really badly.. =X =X Now I'm even more stressed thinking of how to improve on my weak subjects within such a short period of time~~ STRESSED~~~~~~~~ =X =X

Hmm, this means less cutting down on outings, playing arcade games with my brother.. AND.. less day dreaming~~~~ =P For my friends and buddies please don't think that i'm ignoring you guys when it come to hanging out~~~~ It's just that I need all the time that there is right now to improve~~~ Thanks for your understanding~~ =)

Anyways leaving that all behind for awhile~~~ Lolx.. Yesterday teacher's was pretty boring~~~ except for the nice food provided by my classmates and for the fun and enjoyable time playing with my basketball playmates.. Lolx, but I would say.. I didn't played that well yesterday because of my rustiness.. Hmm, the very first thing that I'll do after the "O"s would be to get myself back in shape again~~ Lolx. =P =)

Hahas, back again~~ I know that some of us (including myself) did not really achieved that well during the prelims and are really really demoralised (I can tell by the number of sms received by my classmates and close friends) But... Hey, don't be discouraged and continue to work hard during this 50 plus days because it's never too late~~~ Lolx.

JIAYOU EVERYBODY!!! !!! =) =)

2008-08-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

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2008-08-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hahas, wooo the prelims are over!!! LOL!! Been relaxing for three days already~~ Kinda guilty though, but i still managed to enjoy myself.. Lolx!! =) =)

Hmm, went to my church funfair on sat together with Jingyuan, Soonbeng, Weehao, Jianhorng, Kianhwee and Kokwan in support of my brother's mission trip fund-raiser.. Wow, really thank all of them for coming!! Lolx. =) =)

Had a lot of playing and eating~~ Lolx, although we did not win too many prizes but I would say we had a good time eating~~ Hahahas. =P =)

Since it ended at 3pm and the fireworks only starts later in the night.. We decided to head to cine-leisure to catch a movie.. and.. guess the show we watched?

4 Bia

I would say that it wasn't as scary as I thought it would be.. Although I cuddled myself during those really trilling parts of the movie. LOL!!! Other wise we would all be laughing because some parts of the movie was rather hilarious. LOL!!!

After the show, went to Marina Square to meet Marcus, Jessica, Keyi and Jingyan to go to the esplanade to catch the fireworks!!! !!! =) =) Woo~~ It's seriously my very first time watching the fireworks really and i mean really really up-close.. Lolx, it last for 15mins and it's really beautiful!! It's so nice that I promise that I'll bring my future girlfriend to experience fireworks with me in future!!! =) =) =)

Hahas, i'm going to receive some of my prelim results in a few hours time.. Wish me all the "BEST" LOL!!! =X =P =)

2008-08-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

Well well.. Had been a pretty hectic and tiring week studying for the prelims. Lolx, slept from 11pm till 1.30pm today.. Thought that by sleeping later today would help me feel less sleepy and alert, but it's totally the opposite and worst still.. I've got a headache from morning till now... =X =X =X

Anyways, after going through the second week preliminary examinations.. Burning midnight oil, skimming through all kinds of notes and taking the exam itself... ... There's one thing which I can conclude for sure... Last minute revision is of NO use!!! =X =X So much regrets of not working hard enough since the beginning of the year.. If only I could go back in time?

Although this week's been really demoralising for myself because of all this thoughts of regrets and though I think I might receive lousy results for prelims.. But.. I don't think that's gonna affect my motivation to study... ... For friends and classmates who are going through the same phase as I am right now.. Don't give up and continue to... ...

JIAYOU!!! =) =)

2008-08-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hahas, I know I should be doing my revision for english and maybe social studies but I can't help it but to post... ... =X

Saturday

Went to have steamboat near Bugis with... Jingyuan, Rainer, Chongyew, JianHorng, Kokwan, Zhiyang, Eline, Sandy, Jessica, Keyi, Rowena, Wailing, Jingyan, Marcus, Chinyong, Soonbeng, Weehao, Kianhwee, Lipui, Soomin and Yiping... =) =) =)

Had Lots of seafood again~~ And made lots of noise too~~ Then we went to the waterfront I think~~ ( not sure where I went.. but i remembered sitting next to part of the Singapore River.. LOL!!) Everybody went to catch the last train except for JianHorng, Kokwan, Jingyan, Lipui, Keyi, Jessica and me.. Lolx.. =X =X

Accompanied KokWan to the cinemas at Marina Square and then took night rider to Yew Tee to accompany Jessica and Keyi back home and then took a cab home with JianHorng~~

I would to thank everybody!!! My classmates, my clique and best friends for their wishes, gifts and even their company during my birthday celebration!!! (Even though the prelims were just three days away.. Really thank everyone for sacrificing their time to have steamboat) Feel really blissful!!! =) =) =)

Today

Arhhhhh!!! VERY STRESSED up right now... Tomorrow's English paper~~ Man~~ Time passes by really really quickly and the speed increases especially when exams are nearing.. Gosh~~ Okies, I must go and maximise my time now by mugging~~ Lolx!!!

Ohya, for those having prelims tomorrow.. JIAYOU!!! =) =)

2008-07-27T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hahas, finally I've got the photos!!! LOL!!! =) =) =)

Woops~~ Where's me? Lolx!!

Waa~~ Marcus my shoulder's aching!!! LOL!!!

Woo~~ That's gonna hurt when we let go!!! Lolx!!

It's ok Jingyan~~ We only lost~~ Don't cry~~

KianHwee stop waving at the ball!!!

Please don't tell anyone I ate crabs when i'm not suppose to~~ Hehehe~~ =P

SMILE!!!!!! =) =) =)

Really tired right now~~ Lolx!!

GOODNIGHT!!! =) =) =)

2008-07-22T21:16:00.005+08:00

Friday evening

Went to the school's annual speech day.. Lolx.. though it starts at 5.30pm but we had to report at 4pm... The waiting time for the event to start and end was about 3 hour plus.. And it really takes a whole lot of patience to sit right through the event. =X =X

Hmm, all I can say after attending the speech day is that, ''we reap what we sow''... Lolx, this sounds crappy, but I think it's true because last time when I usually take the bus to school, I would see this person reading MC every morning without fail and then now I see this person receiving a prize because this person has scored a few distinctions.

Well, this has actually inspired me to put in more effort in my school work and studies.. (Although I haven't been putting in ample effort in doing so) But I'll try my best.. Lolx.. A little encouragement for everyone.. JIAYOU !!! and STRIVE FOR THE BEST!!! LOL!!! =) =)

So... After the speech day we all went to catch the movie, ''The Dark Knight'' (Batman). Man~~!! I've waited months for the movie to be screened at the cinemas but I would say this time batman wasn't as trilling as before (Batman Begins), although there was more events in the show, but the stunts and actions were being compromised.. Hopefully the next chapter of Batman would be better and I look forward to it!!! (If there is~~) =X =X

Saturday

Woo~~ After my church ended at 7.30pm... I trained down to Bugis to join Jessica, Keyi, Wailing, Jingyuan, Jianhorng, Marcus, Kokwan, Jingyan and Yiping to have steamboat together. Lolx, they were all so nice because they started eating at 5pm but they waited for me to join them and also stayed with me till i had my fill~~ Feel so loved.. Hahas... =) =) =)

After that we all went to the Singapore River to photo, talk crap, chat and even telling one another's secret~~ HAHAHAHAs!!!! Shhhhhhhhhhh~~~ =X =X =X

Today

Hahas, actually I've nothing to say much about today~~ Lolx, pretty tired after playing basketball with Junjie, Chongyew and the rest.. It's been a long time since I've touch the ball.. Lolx. Kinda miss those times when we all used to have trainings together and even matches~~ Anyways, these memories shall not be forgotten~~ =) =) =)

2008-07-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

Saturday

Woo~~ Went to Sentosa to ''enjoy'' ourselves.. Lolx!!! Alright, the reason why I said ''enjoy'' was not because I didn't enjoyed myself, but it's just that it's pretty difficult to think of fun when prelims are just around the corner.. Nevertheless, I still managed to have FUN!!! Lolx!! (abit ironic) =X

We met at 8am at Macdonald's for breakfast and then headed out for Sentosa.. lolx.. The first thing which we did there was to play volleyball... And... Guess who we played with?... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... We had a game with our school's very own C' division boy's team!!! (Mr Vincent Lee whom I've not seen for a long time was there too~~ =X =X ) And I think we can all guess the outcome of the two matches~~ (Yea~ We were all trashed by the team!!!)

Next, We all did some silly stuffs at the sea.. For example completing with ourselves, who could ''piggy back'' the most number of persons on our back.. Lolx!!! (That was crappy~~) Then.. we all had a sandball fight (similar to a snowball fight).. throwing sandball at each another~~ (Gosh, trust me, you wouldn't want to be shot at from the back especially with your skin being scorched by the sun!! Wooo~~ Excruciating Pain!!! =X =X)

After that, I left Sentosa at 3pm to vivo-city to grab lunch from Sub-Way and straight to church.. Lolx!! (I would say Sub-Way is the best thing the world could provide!!! Lolx!! Yummy~~) =) =) =)

Today

Hmm, not too sure why I feel so tired in school today cause I slept for 12hrs yesterday.. Puzzled~~ =X =X

Gosh, recently I've been slacking in my revision and school work~~ Hope to get back to my mugging mode soon~~ =X =X

JIAYOU!!! JIAYOU!!! =) =) =) =)

2008-07-08T16:57:00.003+08:00

Saturday

After my tuition, went to church for a practice then to my uncle's place as usual~~ Then guess what? ... ... My whole family attended my sister boyfriend uncle's wake!! It was quite an awkward experience to be present at a situation like mine~~ At least his parents were out-going people~~ Lolx. =) =)

Sunday

Woo~~ Keyi, Jessica and Eline came to my church for a little visit~~ Lolx, my first time playing for the main worship session during the "Youth Sunday" event -- would like to thank them for their support!!! !!! =) =) =)

Later on, we all went, together with Jingyan who joined us later, to "Zhen Fa" Seafood Steamboat Restaurant to eat.. Lolx.. I didn't know that the outlet previously at Marina Bay had shifted to Novena, and transformed into something so high class.. Lolx. I would say the food really rocks!!! lolx! =) =)

After eating, I took the train back to Lot 1 to meet Jian Horng, Kok Wan and the rest to watch, "Wanted"... ... Due to a tummy ache, I was half an hour late for the movie!!! The situation couldn't get any "better" when I realised that though they met at Lot 1.. But.. They were actually going to watch it at Westmall!!! =X =X =X

Thankfully the taxi driver drove swiftly, if not i would have missed more parts of the show.. Phew~~ =X =X

Today

Had a really moody start today. =( =(

Hopefully I have not transfered any of this moodiness to any of my friends and classmates in school. =X =X

Hmm, till now I still don't understand why I have this morose feeling today... =X =X
Anyways, cheer up cheer up!!! =) =) =)

2008-07-04T23:13:00.006+08:00

YES!!! I am finally able grabbed the ring!!! !!! WOOHOOOO~~ (Hehe, please don't tell anyone someone helped me up~~ LOL!!! ) =X =X

Woo~~ This week's rather hectic~~ Pretty exhausted~~ =X

Hahas, had lots of fun today!!! !!! My class played the ''hunters & squirrel'' game during the 1 hour long ''Free & easy'' period before the School Bazaar.. Lolx, the bazaar was quite exciting at the beginning but towards the end it became really dry... Guess what some of my classmates and I did to entertain ourselves?

WE PLAYED CATCHING ON THE FIELD!!! LOL!!! Though some of us might think that catching are just for kids, but it's really fun especially if there's nothing to do! Lolx. (Hehe, and I was the last person to be caught during the second game.. Yeah!! ) =) =)

Okies, it's not that I managed to outrun the catchers, but I was just better at hiding~~ LOL!!! After this game of catching I realised that my stamina has plummeted wayyyy low!!! Now I feel really guilty finishing a third of the blueberry yogurt left in the fridge at this late hour of time in the night!!! =X =X

Hmmm, I've been really motivating myself to work even harder from now onwards.. AND.. No more empty promises~ ( As i have posted my enthusiasm towards studies in my previous post~) Lolx!! =) =)

For my fellow friends, continue to stay focus on target in have set for yourselves and stay motivated!!! We all can do it!!! =P =P

JIAYOU!!! JIAYOU!!! =) =) =) =)

2008-07-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

I LOVE STUDYING!!!!!!

I LOVE MUGGING!!!!!!

I'M A HAPPY MUGGGGGER!!!! =) =) =)

2008-06-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL =X =X

Bye bye holidays~~ =( =(

Welcome to a life of "mugging"~~ Lolx!!!

Today

Hahas, it's my first science tuition today~~ Lolx, went to Chinese Garden Mrt to wait for the teacher to drive us to his place... lolx.. At first he looked and sounded rather strict and impatient, but after chatting and telling us some lame jokes, my opinion towards him changed almost immediately.. LOL!!!

His teachings are like awesome~~ Really gained a lot from today and I look forward to next week's tuition!! ( Hehe, for the very first time I'm so enthusiastic about studies~~ LOL!!!)

After tuition I went to church for practice and then to my uncle's place~~ Lolx. =P

But today's special.. I celebrated both my uncle's belated birthday!!! Lolx... =) =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both UNCLE LAWRENCE and UNCLE HARRY!!! !!! =) =) =)

2008-06-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

Thursday

Firstly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIAN HWEE!!! LOL!!! =) =) =)

Hahas, went to Jurong Entertainment Centre Kbox to celebrate Kian Hwee's birthday.. Though I didn't sang as much as the ''Karaoke King'' (Marcus)... But, i still enjoyed myself!!! Lolx!!! =) =)

Today

Woohoo!!! Delighted to say that my room's TIDY!!! Lolx, feel so satisfied~~ =) =) =)

Okies... It's not that I did it willingly or was desperate to clear my room.. But, it's because my sister boyfriend came for dinner.. Lolx, it's my very first time meeting him and I'm glad to know that he's a rather pleasant person~~ (But he made me feel like a shorty)

Hahas, planned to finish part of my homework today.. Unfortunately, I was too busy packing my room~~ =X =X

Guess I'll go library to finished all my homework tomorrow~~ (Hopefully my actions would speak louder, rather than in words~~) Hahahahahas!!! =X =X =X

2008-06-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

Saturday

Woo~~ I'm back!!!... Lolx... okies, finally came back from the retreat!!! Lolx... Had fun and great experience there!!! =) =)

Everything was fine there except for the food which wasn't as scrumptious as I imaged it to be.. But anyway, people in other countries are rioting and killing each other for food.. So I have to be thankful to have food laid on the table.. lolx =) =P =)

Oh yes!! I realised that the more I travel on ferries, the more immune I become to seasickness... lolx, quite elated about that.. lolx.. =) =) =)

Today

Hehe, this few days I've been sleeping super late.. Hahas, still recuperating from the lack of sleep during the retreat( Especially from the last night )... LOL!!!

Hmm, I did my school homework today!!! ( Good boy right? Hahas, self praise~~) but I still left a bit more homework left to do~~ Lolx, very satisfying~~ =) =)

An encouragement for those who have not completed their homework( which includes myself) LOL!!!.. Just do bit by bit everyday and before you know it... ... Homework's done~~ LOL!!! =) =) =)

Realised that I have not been meeting up with my friends since the last day of ISP.. lolx =x =X Hehe, besides going out on thursday( which is like quite long) U guys could plan on going out tomorrow too~~ ( I TURNING INTO A STATUE!!! ) LOL!!!

Think i gonna sleep early today.. Still feeling sleepy even though I woke up at 1pm today.. LOL!!!

Zzz Zzz Zzz Zzz

2008-06-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

2008-06-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

Woo!!! "Freedom" at last!!! No more ISP!!! Lolx.. =) =)

Got news~~ Mr Cappy has woken up from his six day sleep... lolx!!! ( Sadly he wasn't as handsome as i thought he would be ) =X =X

Hahas, I've have been spending five days since last saturday to complete watching, "The Legend" (Korean show)... lolx!!! A nice show man!!!.. However, the show wasn't that well concluded.. lolx.. =x =x

Ohh yes, my lovely mum drove me to Peninsular yesterday to get a new guitar!!! =) =) Hahas, it's my early birthday present... lolx... So thoughtful of her because she says during my birthday I'll be busy because of prelims and therefore have no time to get it.. LOL!! ThankYouMum!!! =) =) =)

Hahas, feel quite bored staying at home most of the day.. lolx.. Can't wait for my retreat!! But definitely not the ferry ride~~ =X =X =X LOL!!!

2008-05-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

Wooo~~ Yet another week has passed and it gets faster and faster each week~~ =X =X

Had Parents-meet-the-teachers session yesterday.. Saw my report book, so did my mum... 23points?? Way off for what i want to achieve for the "O"s.. Really stressed ~~ =( =( However my mum wasn't disappointed but instead encouraged me to do better ( Which somehow make even more stressed~~ =X =X )

Must really make full use of the holidays this June to catch up.. But i don't really have the whole June because of ISP and Church Camps... Must put in my very best this time~~ =) =)

" The soul is willing but the body's weak~~ " =X =X

However I shall make my body stronger by getting rid of my lazyiness!!!.. lolx..

JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! !!!

2008-05-19T21:46:00.002+08:00

Saturday
Okies, I was trick by Kh that Jh and the rest won the Dota competition.. Sooo... After going out with my family, who later went to my uncle's place, I took the train back to Jh house to "celebrate" with them~~ =X

Lolx, they only told me that it was just a joke only an hour after i've reach!! By then it was too late to go back to AMK to have dinner with my family and relatives. Lolx. =(

Sunday
After church went to meet Jh, kw, Jy, marcus and Kh at Orchard to eat and then to Kbox at cineleisure.. Lolx, my first time going~~ Hahas, like country pumkin~~ =x

LOL!! Anyways, after our slot at Kbox, we met keyi and the rest and hang out outside Taka for awhile then went back home.. Lolx. =) =)

Today
Woo~~ Woke up at 2.30pm today.. LOL!!! Forgot to set alarm clock today~~ Hahas, didn't go out today( very good boy ).. Lolx, instead I stayed at home to finish my homework.. Was so happy that I've done my EW because at first i didn't feel like doing it~~ Lolx =) =P

Hahas, tomorrow's gonna be a school day and... ISP!!! =X =X =X

Lolx, I don't feel like going to school tmr~~ ( Hahas, like i can~~) LOL!!!

Anyways, Jiayou!!! =) =)

2008-05-16T20:57:00.003+08:00

Wow!!! So many events happened this week.. lolx..

Wednesday
Went to Pulau Bukom for a "learning journey?" LOL!!! (didn't really learn anything from it.)

Don't really like travelling on sea, but good thing it was just for a while~~ lolx.. (seasick~~ =X)

Thursday
Went to Republic Polytechnic.. (The poly was like Soooooo BIG) lolx!!!

Didn't go there for the open house, but I went there together with Zhi Yang, Rainer, Kh and marcus to support Kw, jh, weehao, Chinyong and jingshun in their (DOTA) (WCG) competition.. lolx. =P

They won and their moving on to their 2nd round tmr... lolx.. Wouldn't be able to go and support them but hopely they'll be able to win.. hahas... Cause they've waited, practise and dreamt about winning for 4 years~~ lolx.

ALL THE BEST!!! =) =)

Today
Ohhh!!!! I've finally had P.E. Woohooo~~ LOL!!! Have been like waiting for three weeks? Hahas... Managed to have lots of fun!!! lolx (Think that's the only thing i like; having fun) lolx..

Gosh intensive study programme(ISP)'s coming soon~~ It can quite scary just by looking at the time table.. LOL!!... Although feeling lifeless about it... BUT... I must persevere and be motivated in order to achieve my goal... Hopefully everyone feels encouraged too~~ Hahas. =P =)

2008-05-10T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hahas, Woo!!! Finally have time to blog... lolx.. wailing just reminded me on my tagboard that the common test are finally over... YEAH!!!!!!!! ... ... The reason why the size of the letters are decreasing is because i didn't did so well for this second common test. =( =(

Okies, look on the bright side... There's still the mock exams and prelims... Just have to put in extra effort (more than what i've said during the previous February post)... LOL!!! Must stay positive!!! Jiayou!!! !!! =) =)

Went out today to chill out.. lolx.. Then went to my uncle's place as usual~~~ Hahas, It's Mother's Day in 10 minutes... Just wanna wish all mothers (especially my mummy) around the globe, an early HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!! !!! =) =) Everybody cherish your mother because we've got only one precious mum.. lolx. =P

2008-04-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

Hmm, common test this week...

English --> Jump off building~~

Social Studies --> Bang head on the wall~~

Hahas, okies not that i really did that, but I really feel that i didn't do so well today~~ =( Time management and mis-interpretation was the main cause~~ =X

It's geography paper tomorrow... Hopefully i'll be able to do well tomorrow~~ lolx

GOOK LUCK To EVERYONE Especially Me!!!

HAHAHAHAS.. =) =)

2008-04-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hahas, not sure if it's just me... But i really find that everyday passes by so quickly... lolx... Nowadays spending most of my time studying and studying~~ Though it's really boring, but i must force myself if i want to make it for the 'O's this year... =X =X

Hmm, think i sick already~~ Guess it's a yearly thing cause every year during April i would fall sick... lolx... My throat's killing me now~~ =( =( Ohno... Guess i wouldn't be able to play any ball games this week cause my thumb was sprained by CY~~ Now it's swollen like a sausuage... =( =(
Hopefully it cures really fast, so that i can play ball during P.E. this week... LOL!!!

Ohya, common test is coming really quickly.. Just want to motivate everyone to study hard for the common test this time round... And that includes myself!!! LOL!!!

JIAYOU !!! JIAYOU!!! =) =)

2008-04-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hahas, time really flies man!!! lolx... The Sports carnival has finally ended, that means no more excuses to stay back after school to play volleyball and going to Sentosa every week.. lolx.. And the results of the our class volleyball game was third place.. lolx.. It took me two days to fully ''digest'' the match because it's been a very long time since i've experienced so much nervousness and pressure especially when it was mostly my mistakes that cause the team to lose.. =X =X But i still managed to enjoy myself during the carnival.. lolx.. =)

Later in the night on friday.. Went to Westmall to watch overnight movies.. lolx.. Waa, watched the show ''untraceable''.. Was a triller movie on a saddist who torture innocence people and blah blah... lolx.. Kind of gore~~ =X =X After that took a cab back home.. lolx.. Felt guilty because i spent $40 on that day itself... =X =X Need to be thrifty~~~ LOL!!

2008-03-29T17:47:00.006+08:00

Wow!!! Been going to Sentosa for two consecutive weeks... hahas.. Went last Saturday and on friday half-way through E-learning... lolx... Slightly burned~ Tired~ But i really enjoyed myself especially when playing volleyball!!! ...hahas.. Can't believe that our clique (5A &5B ) would actually be training for the Sports Carnival this coming friday.. lolx.. =X =X

The funny thing is that we are actually gonna be each another's opponent and we're training together.. LOL!!! ... But whatever happens during the carnival, i hope it'll be a great experience playing together... lolx. =) =)

Seems that i've been playing really hard this few weeks but not so likely for studies~~ lolx. =X =X Really want to improve and work even harder for the next common test (cos this time common test result is really bad~~ ) The mind is willing but the Body is not~~ =( =X

Sometimes it can be really demoralising but must continue to persevere... JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! =) =)

2008-03-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

The funniest picture of the day!!!

2008-03-15T22:48:00.004+08:00

Hahas, pictures of the BBQ on tuesday, 11March, ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY to KOKWAN & CHONGYEW!!! !!! ) lolx. =) =) =)

It started off with the lousiest of mood because the rain had dampen it... BUT... We still managed to make do with the rain... LOLx!!!

Cycled in the rain, caught terrapins (HAHAHAS) , BBQ inside the shelter and photo-ed~~ lolx... Really really enjoyed myself MAN!!! lolx... It's not everyday that u can see everybody letting go of themselves so crazily and having fun... Woohoo~~~ lolx. =) =) =)

Sadly time really flies... Nothing i can do about~~ lolx, and yea that's still lots and i mean lots and lots of homework left to do... lolx... Hopefully i can finish it by tmr... (Say only, not sure if i can really finish~~) LOLx!!! !!! =X =X

Nowadays really find it difficult to find time to post... lolx... Hopefully i'll be able to.. lolx... =) =) =)

2008-03-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hahas, today went for a joy ride.. lolx.. After school mum insisted to fetch me to go see doctor cos i've been coughing for about one week plus.. =X

Then after that she fetched me back.. lolx.. Went to finish up my geography homework... basketball... then volleyballed... lolx...

JUST LOVE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL MAN!!! Think i'm addicted to it.. lolx. =) =) =)

Hmm, so far so good in school.. Slightly catching up.. BUT it's not good enough.. GO GO GO ELY... LOLx!!! =) =)

2008-02-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Argh~~ Sick~~ Head so heavy, body-aching and feverish~~ =( =(

Argh feeling so stressed~~ I have fail alot of subjects already~~ =X =X Feeling disappointed~ =( =(

Never have i experienced so much stress and disappointment.. =X =X The more i aim for what i want to be next time, the more i feel that i can't make it~~ Sometimes feel like giving up~~ =(
Need motivation~~ =X =X

Arh.. nvm arh.. Just have to study harder~~

Jiayou bah Ely~~ lolx. =) =)

2008-02-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Waaaa the weather this few days really hot and stuffy... please rain~~~ lolx.. =X =X

Hmm, today i went for the last basketball training this year.. So intensed. lolx, thanks to cy's suggestion.. hahahas.. Shhhhhh... ... =X =X

Still left two more matches on tmr and on monday and guess that the end~~ =( =(

Okies, it's the end of the common test.. lolx.. So far so bad~~ =X Subjects which are gonna fail... Chemistry, ss, lit & poa... lolx.. Nvm arh, just have to study harder after common test...

Hopefully i'll say and do what i've just said~~ lolx.. =X =X JIAYOU!!! =) =)

2008-02-19T20:31:00.005+08:00

Thursday

Haha, Valentine's day feels the same every year.. Nothing special.. lolx... Lost to Jurong Sec and on our way out of the tournament.. =(

Friday

''Lucky''. Was being chosen for public speaking during speech communication class and i wasn't prepared.. Zzzz.. lolx.. had a game with Unity Sec and lost too~~ Which means we're out of the tournament~ =( =(

Went back home then went to Bugis in the evening to have dinner with kh, jh, kw, weehao, marcus, keyi, rowena, wailing, sandy, eline, jessica, jingyan & jessie at M.O.F. lolx.. Woooo~~ The food is really really nice.. Yumyum!!! =) =) Lately been eating alot.. Hmm, must cut down~~ lolx. =X =X

After the meal, jing shun, chongqing, chinyong and zhiyang came to join us to watch the movie " Jumper". The effects of the movie was nice, but not the storyline.. lolx.. It's been a long time since everyone could go out together.. hahas.. Had a good time~~ =) =) =)

Saturday

Went to Lot1 to meet kh, marcus and rainer to go to Yiping's house to bai nian.. Received cheesecake from yingying for 'n' levels.. lolx.. THANKS ALOT!!! =) =) YumYum!!! =) Appreciated!!! =) =)

Today

Took Geog, POA and Chem test today.. lolx.. Geograghy was rather ok.. POA and Chemistry can jump off building ( not like i would do that arh~~ ) but really gone case.. =x =X =X =X Hopefully tomorrow's physics would be alright~~ lolx. Jiayou!!! =) =)

2008-02-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

2008-02-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hahas this year's Chinese New Year was so so arh.. lolx

THURSDAY

- Went to my uncle's place to have lunch and dinner..
- Had lot of scallops and many bowls of sharkfins... FAVOURITE.. lolx, but feel abit guilty cos sharks are endangered species~~ =X =X =X
- took a photo ( counsin, counsin, sis & me )

FRIDAY

- Just went to visit my rarely visited relatives for lunch.. lolx.. Because long time no see then feel quite awkward meeting them.. hahas..

SATURDAY

- Went to Chong Qing house to torn and have fun.. Woohooo~~~ lolx

SUNDAY

- Use angbao money go eat Swensens at BPP.. lolx.. Yumyum but not full.. Took a secret shot at them eating. lolx, abit Boliao.. hahas.. =X

Today

- Had match today with Juying sec.. Had a rough start at the beginning but manage to win at the end. =) =)
- Okies, it's the end of the Chinese New Year Fever.. though it's abit sian to finish the unfinished Hw today but i'll try~~ Jiayou bah Ely and those doing their Hw now.. lolx.. JIAYOUS!!! =) =)