Okies so here I am. It's 12.21am. I plan to leave my house by 5.30am today. I haven't packed my bag. And yes I'm blogging now.

Yup it's genting which I'll be going later. 6 hours bus journey. I'm filled with mixed feelings. My mum since doesn't agree with me going. My mood is spoilt because of that. But she knows that I know that I am 18 going 19 years old and I can take care of myself.

Well regarding this trip I've asked for ppl's comment about genting, some were good some were bad; So I really don't know what to expect. I really hope I'll get to really enjoy myself really much. Away from life in Singapore which is super stress. Especially my mum. Not sure why she has become like that. Anyways I don't wanna bring up things which I wanna forget. =)

Ohyes I'll gone from 28-31 march.. Meanwhile please don't miss me!! LOL!! =)

Yo That's Me!!

Okies although I'm still left with 3weeks of holidays. I know that It'll just go by really quickly. Well I haven't done 80% of what I am suppose/want to do during the holidays..

1. Clear my messy room
2. Work and earn $1000 (confirm off my list)

3. Do hiking and

4. Biking overnight

5. Hiking at Pulau Ubin or Bt. Timah Hill

6. ICE SKATING =)

7. Kbox

8. Watch at least one movie

9. Exercise and lose some tonnes (not weight, not pounds)

10. Spending more time with all my friends (apparently everyone is soooo busy)

The list goes on but I can't remember every bit of it now. Anyways, I think my life now is very repetitive. Wake up, play warcraft, clear a very tini wini bit of an inch of my room. and the cycle goes on everyday except for some which I spend my time outside. Totally no life because my cash at hand and bank is very very low so staying at home do save alot of cash.

Well my supp paper's like over. Ok like 4 days ago yea~~ And yup the results I got were not too good and yes I do receive a lot of bad comments (sarcastic ones to be exact) Anyways I shall agree not defend, I mean studying isn't about last minute studying like finding a whole week just before the exam to go starbucks and stuff both a semester's worth of info and coffee into my brain and stomach respectively; It is about study consistently, which I'll work really hard to do just that; instead of procrastination.

And one more thing I wanna do is to find my way back to You. I'll dedicate more time for You. No more stumbling and giving excuses. YUP! =)

I'm curious~~~ G.U.P.

AND YES I REALLY DO!! =(

Okies, actually to be honest this past few days hasn't been great for me no matter how I try to be unaffected at all. That kind of feeling is really indescribable. Well issues with family and friends.

Well I feel that everybody in my family, especially my mum, has been giving some endless attitude.. Is she like trying to push me away? It's just a genting trip and I'm not leaving for good.

But then again I came across this from tumblr.. Is it really my attitude to change? I really wonder~~~ =X

Yes and then there are friends. I basically understand almost all of my friends. Their reactions to certain issues, attitude and temper. But I have a threshold even if it takes a long way up there to the tip. I mean why do some of us take others for granted. I don't see the same treatment given to others; to me. I'm just some pushover right?

Ohmy sorry blog I neglected you for my tumblr and twitter.

Anyway the Holidays for me has not been going smoothly at all.

-It's really boring and not really happening

-Nags from my mum to clear my room

-Everybody at home thinks I'm free and bombard me with things/chores to do.

-And well my results.. I failed a paper and yes.. Gonna retake it on the 22nd. =(

Yeah no point going into self pity and blah blah~~ That's not really myself. I mean I deserve it, and i should learn this lesson not to rely on last minute mugging. =) So yup I'm gonna do my very best for the supplementary papers. YES I SHOULD!! Would be glad to receive encouragements~~ I mean it can motivate me. =)

And yes I went for an interview today at eunos. Ok I realised that it's the job some of my friends has been talking about; All lies and blah blah.. But I think I'll give the job and chance. I mean they pay good cash for only a short period of time of work. Hopefully it's not just my naive thinking. Anyway I'm motivate to work I wanna get my Ipod Touch YEAH!! And also save up the genting trip.

Oh man I just love the song, "Welcome to mystery", been like listening to non-stop. (Thanks to Joey's intro) here goes the lyrics... ... ...

Imagine a place you can always escape to
An island off the coast of nowhere
A new destination of your own creation
Just waiting till you choose to go there

Blue treats of and velvet skies
Blue ready to blow your mind
Oooo
This is a place where your mind can escape
All the problems today and go far, far away
This is a time with no history
Welcome to mystery

Yup I really need my mind to escape man!! Even if it's just for a day i wouldn't mind~~ =) My mind is exploding with so many things on my mind. Quite ironic i know; I mean sometimes I really look happy go lucky but in actual fact tons of things are processing in my head. =X

Ohyes! I recently started practicing the piano again.. And.. I'm actually addicted to one of the classical song. (forgot the name) Anyways i could really play the song non-stop for 45 minutes and if I include other songs I'll take 2 hours minimum. It's crazy right? Anyways it's my holidays so I must make the very most out of it. =P

HAHA, I think this is meaningful~~~

Well this is a little part of me and I don't think I'll change any part of it. =)

Yup it's the holidays!!! YEAH!!! =P

I'm enjoying myself slightly only because I'm still worried about my Cell Biology paper. Anyways I just realised that my holidays are quite packed with things to do/places to go. Just that whenever i'm at home waiting to go out i'll really feel really bored.

To Be Continued... ... ... ... ...