Hey hey I'm not really in a mood to blog but anyway let me contradict what i've just said. Quite down lately cos nothing seems to go right. First i accidentally bit my tongue which developed into two ulcers, top and bottom of my tongue. Because of this, I had to eat in pain for a week. Next, just when my tongue got slightly better.. I developed throat inflammation. (the anti-biotics keep giving me diarrhea too) Haha the irony is that I'm currently actually really studying on acute and chronic inflammation. (But that's besides the point)

Finally, my throat's feeling better and flu steps in giving me slight fever and runny nose. Sometimes it's really depressing when nothing goes right. Yup, especially when we always wanna be the one not at fault. but if we put that all aside and take a step back to see things much clearly, we would get the whole picture. That if we're that capable at all we would just do it ourselves instead of giving the issue to somebody else to clear the mess if something goes off plan or to gain credit for ourselves when things go right. Sometimes the way we manipulate others because it's easy to do so and resource saving speaks a lot on our character and how realistic we are. Sometimes I don't really bother thinking, but no matter how easy i am, i still know that there's a clear distinction between slaves and friends. If we treat our friends like slaves; doing stuffs that we ourselves can do, there wouldn't be a difference between slavery and friendship.

I know sometimes we seem blur or even act blur to get out of situations. Why don't we just face it. There wouldn't be any misunderstandings and better still, we'll feel more cherished and less 'neglected'. If we wanna put it correctly, we wouldn't feel neglected at all if our thoughts are more true. (What we wanna do and why) I'm sure communication between all of us would be much clearer and sincere.

I not even sure if i can sure if i can comply to everything I've just stated. But if I'm willing to just do a particular change bit by bit everyday. I'm sure things would work out for me definitely. Oh well, I hope things get better yea~~ Ohh Gosh I start school tmr at 8am. Goodnight! =)